03/02/2021

Starting this journal today! I hope I'll update often enough but I already know I'm not good at committing to things long term... but hopefully I found enough motivation lol.

04/02/2021

Starting the day off by oversleeping and missing 1 hour of class! Nice!

I don't know why this is happening to me, I always feel way too tired and I have trouble sleeping and waking up when I want to. I'm getting kind of worried actually, but maybe it's just one of those weeks. It happens

05/02/2021

It's 2am rn and I think I might just skip sleeping tonight so I can "reset" my body clock. I hope it works.

I already finished studying and doing my homework for today so I don't really know what I should do now. I played a little of Hypnospace Outlaw and that game looks really unique, like it's insane how complex every website looks and how cluttered and full of personality everything feels. I only wish it ran a little better on my laptop.

I wonder if I should start sections dedicated to games or movies on this little blog. I already have some movie "reviews" but i'm not really happy with that model? I'm not a fan of giving a x/10 vote to a movie but it's probably the easiest way to tell people what you though about something and it's also kind of fun.

07/02/2021

I've spent the whole day studying physics and I'm probably not done yet. I'm so tired of hearing about waves and sounds sigh. The worst thing is that I also have to do some math as well after this. Why do I always procrastinate until the very last day :(

11/02/2021

I have no energy but this week is almost over. yay

I think one of the reasons I have no energy is because I want to do too many things. Like today I wanted to start reading poetry, which is something I had never done before. I started going through Shakespeare's sonnets because I'm ignorant and I don't know any other good poets. Should probably ask around a little. Another thing I wanted to do was play something new today but I can never pick something out of the huge list I have. The same thing happens with books all the time. I'm reading like 4 or something at the same time right now, and I still want to start new ones. I'm going to try to stick with Confessions of the Fox for now I think

26/02/2021

It's been kind of long since I last wrote here. I don't really have anything to say other than complain though, this last weeks have been really busy with school and I do not have the energy for anything.

The only thing of note is that I somehow got a strong need to play Disco Elysium but I can't because a new update is coming out in a few months so I have to wait for that :(

31/03/2021

Wow it's actually been so long that the Disco Elysium update is out.

I feel like that was a big "autopilot" month. Didn't really do anything fun, mostly boring, just tried to survive it. It seems that I'm only trying to survive recently, but I guess a lot of people are there right now considering how shit everything still is. Were things ever not shit though? Maybe for other people, but I don't think it was like that for me.

I have a free week now because of Easter and I still haven't decided what I should do with it. Maybe I'll try working more on my coding, or trying to do something fun with Pico8, or drawing, or anything really. I just don't want to waste time.